This J isn’t working
Really needed it to
To numb all the pain
Help forget about you
My heart is confused
My head feels the same
I’m sure of one thing
That I’m going insane
You treated me badly
I miss you anyway
My only hope is
You’ll forgive me some day
I had to let go
I loved you too much
You hurt me intensely
Still, enough of this gush
What I need to do
Is to broaden my mind
Try to live and be happy
Maybe peace I will find
Until that time comes
I just live day by day
Trying to get stoned
Without love in the way
But this J isn’t working
I should have had two
Then I’d be asleep now
And not thinking of you
